Orgasm or Ruin, Your Choice
I celebrated my 11 year slave anniversary on March 25th. Master was very generous and decided to grant me an option. After 48 days of denial I could choose to either have a real, full fledged, toe curling orgasm OR I could chose to have a little to no pleasure, frustrating ruin but keep my denial streak going.
I thought, "Oh wow! I really want to cum. I am totally going to finally have a proper orgasm. Sweet!" And I went for it too! When I finally, finally after 48 days felt the waves of pleasure start to wash over me I relished it....for about two seconds and then for reasons still unknown to me, pulled my fingers off His clit. The pleasure dulled, the contractions weakened and I ended up somewhere between a real cum and a ruin.
"Why?! Why did I do this to myself!" I yelled inside my head, groaning in frustration.
Master looked surprised and a bit confused too. "I thought you were going for an orgasm, not a ruin?"
I whimpered, tears of frustration misting my eyes. "I did too. I dunno Master, I wanted both and couldn't decide I guess."
"Okay. Well it was up to you," he chuckled. I nodded as the last of the spasms died away. "Now you'll just have to wait and see how long you have to wait for your next opportunity to cum."
I couldn't help but smile and shiver at the prospect. I am finding orgasm denial is becoming one of my favorite and most prominent kinks.
I thought, "Oh wow! I really want to cum. I am totally going to finally have a proper orgasm. Sweet!" And I went for it too! When I finally, finally after 48 days felt the waves of pleasure start to wash over me I relished it....for about two seconds and then for reasons still unknown to me, pulled my fingers off His clit. The pleasure dulled, the contractions weakened and I ended up somewhere between a real cum and a ruin.
"Why?! Why did I do this to myself!" I yelled inside my head, groaning in frustration.
Master looked surprised and a bit confused too. "I thought you were going for an orgasm, not a ruin?"
I whimpered, tears of frustration misting my eyes. "I did too. I dunno Master, I wanted both and couldn't decide I guess."
"Okay. Well it was up to you," he chuckled. I nodded as the last of the spasms died away. "Now you'll just have to wait and see how long you have to wait for your next opportunity to cum."
I couldn't help but smile and shiver at the prospect. I am finding orgasm denial is becoming one of my favorite and most prominent kinks.
