Is my wife responsible for my addiction to oral sex?

When I was 30 in 1980, my wife, Judi made me into her pussy licking slave. Being a nurse, she knew every area of my body that she could tantalize, tease, and punish very painful. She taught me the art of cunnilingus so that I could perform oral loving as good as her lesbian girlfriend. When she got bored of my tongue on her clit, she would roll over and have me worship her anus with my long tongue. I learned how to make it hard and thick like a cock so she felt like she was getting fucked by a cock. I know a tingle her anus until she had a real anal orgasm.