Constant need for humiliation

Humiliation is what I crave…..constantly! It is unbelievable to me how turned on I get from verbal insults. Hearing a man or woman refer to me as a pussy or faggot turns me on beyond belief. It makes me feel so weak & vulnerable, even helpless. I have felt this way since I was very young. Unfortunately I was too much of a sissy to do anything but accept it as fate. As I got older I realized how stiff it made me when I heard those comments…
I find humiliation and degradation is a major trigger to make me even more submissive and docile. I love it when a real man reminds me of my role in this life.
i'm addicted to humiliation!! nothing like hearing someone else give voice to all my failures to be a man.