Real Humiliation
I can remember another really humiliating thing at that point in all the blowjobs I’ve given. At that point men are just into their own pleasure zone and just need to dump a load in my mouth. I have had a number of guys piss in my mouth but that was after they came and I was nursing on their deflating cocks.
The one time was with a regular who is totally into humiliating me. He always makes me beg, crawl, and plead to suck his cock and then for him to feed me his cum. All the while I am begging and humiliating myself he is verbally humiliating me - telling me what a pathetic excuse for a male I am, what a loser I am, what a gutter trash slut I am, etc, etc. This time, when I could sense he was close to cumming he pulled his cock out of my mouth, wiped the slimy cock on my face, spit in my face, and told me to beg for his precious cum. This was not unusual. What was unusual was he started walking to the bathroom and told me to crawl after him. When we got there he told me to jerk him off into the toilet. I begged him to cum in my mouth or on my face and he just said “jerk me off cunt”. I jerked him off into the toilet water and then told me to drink up my meal. I put my head in the bowl to sip up his cum and he pushed my face into the water and flushed before I could get his cum. He started laughing at me and calling me filthy name. Probably the most humiliating part of the whole experience was that I was so disappointed that I didn’t get to eat his cum that I started to cry.
The one time was with a regular who is totally into humiliating me. He always makes me beg, crawl, and plead to suck his cock and then for him to feed me his cum. All the while I am begging and humiliating myself he is verbally humiliating me - telling me what a pathetic excuse for a male I am, what a loser I am, what a gutter trash slut I am, etc, etc. This time, when I could sense he was close to cumming he pulled his cock out of my mouth, wiped the slimy cock on my face, spit in my face, and told me to beg for his precious cum. This was not unusual. What was unusual was he started walking to the bathroom and told me to crawl after him. When we got there he told me to jerk him off into the toilet. I begged him to cum in my mouth or on my face and he just said “jerk me off cunt”. I jerked him off into the toilet water and then told me to drink up my meal. I put my head in the bowl to sip up his cum and he pushed my face into the water and flushed before I could get his cum. He started laughing at me and calling me filthy name. Probably the most humiliating part of the whole experience was that I was so disappointed that I didn’t get to eat his cum that I started to cry.
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