Recalling past joy.
I'm a little buzzed right now, so I'm blaming that on why I feel like talking about this.
The last time I was my happiest was when meeting up with a guy I'd met online in a hotel nearby -- no, I'm not recommending anyone else do this, but that doesn't mean it didn't work out for me. There was something so freeing about turning a complete stranger into someone I could share such an intense experience with. As someone who used to struggle so much with relating to anyone, it was so refreshing to find myself relating to some random person. It really reminds me that in a way, there are no 'strangers'; they're just other human beings I haven't gotten to know yet.
No, I haven't done this since and I don't really intend to. I've declined offers to repeat similar scenarios. Things just felt right with this guy and thankfully, it worked out for the best.
The last time I was my happiest was when meeting up with a guy I'd met online in a hotel nearby -- no, I'm not recommending anyone else do this, but that doesn't mean it didn't work out for me. There was something so freeing about turning a complete stranger into someone I could share such an intense experience with. As someone who used to struggle so much with relating to anyone, it was so refreshing to find myself relating to some random person. It really reminds me that in a way, there are no 'strangers'; they're just other human beings I haven't gotten to know yet.
No, I haven't done this since and I don't really intend to. I've declined offers to repeat similar scenarios. Things just felt right with this guy and thankfully, it worked out for the best.
