Developing a plan for accountability
When I play I like to also serve other purposes. FOR EXAMPLE:
I want to he accountable for practicing my Spanish, for exercising, for eating within my calorie budget, and journaling on paper.
Mistress and I are going to meet Friday to talk about accountability. I am also going to tell my bf about her. I need discipline. Mistress provides that. I love him but he is not capable or willing to do what I need in this regard.
It's not a bad thing. No one can be everything.
Anyway I am thinking about escalating punishment for worsening infractions. So many cane strokes per missed Spanish lesson. Something like that. Maybe a little over calorie budget gets me a bath brush.
The goal is to improve always. Mistress and I will meet regularly. She's more available than my counselor and worth every cent.
I want to he accountable for practicing my Spanish, for exercising, for eating within my calorie budget, and journaling on paper.
Mistress and I are going to meet Friday to talk about accountability. I am also going to tell my bf about her. I need discipline. Mistress provides that. I love him but he is not capable or willing to do what I need in this regard.
It's not a bad thing. No one can be everything.
Anyway I am thinking about escalating punishment for worsening infractions. So many cane strokes per missed Spanish lesson. Something like that. Maybe a little over calorie budget gets me a bath brush.
The goal is to improve always. Mistress and I will meet regularly. She's more available than my counselor and worth every cent.
36-40, M
