Urethral sounding
Ever since I was married, my sex life revolved around one thing: urethral sounding. My ex-wife would slide a thin rod into my cock while she stroked me, and that was how I got hard. Over time, we did it so often that I could only get a full erection with sounding or prostate massage. Normal touching or vanilla sex stopped working.
We divorced more than a year ago. Since then, I’ve continued masturbating the same way — sounding or milking my prostate. It felt familiar and reliable.
Yesterday, I finally met up with a girl I had been talking to for weeks. We went out, had a good time, and ended up in bed. When things got heated and she started touching me, I couldn’t get fully hard. No matter how much she tried, my body just wouldn’t respond the way it used to with her. I felt embarrassed and frustrated, realizing how much my sexuality had changed.
We divorced more than a year ago. Since then, I’ve continued masturbating the same way — sounding or milking my prostate. It felt familiar and reliable.
Yesterday, I finally met up with a girl I had been talking to for weeks. We went out, had a good time, and ended up in bed. When things got heated and she started touching me, I couldn’t get fully hard. No matter how much she tried, my body just wouldn’t respond the way it used to with her. I felt embarrassed and frustrated, realizing how much my sexuality had changed.
31-35, M
