Love exist or not?

Why did this happen to me? All i wanted was love but people just left me . All i wanted to love genuinely and grow old and he happy but here I'm being used and all being fed with lies and betrayel
All he said
I am not like other people
I am different
I will never leave you
I will never hurt u
But he left me all I see is lie
Me being good and expressive and being in love didn't bring me anything I think it's better to isolate yourself