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thinkingoutloud · F
I experience it as a freeze. And dread.
popmol · 22-25, M
@thinkingoutloud like you just freeze up?
thinkingoutloud · F
@popmol I function outwardly. I am numb inside with fear.
popmol · 22-25, M
@thinkingoutloud a functional shell surrounded inhabited by self devouring fear?
thinkingoutloud · F
@popmol not sure if it's self devouring when it's in a freeze state but something like that yeah.
popmol · 22-25, M
@thinkingoutloud so more the epitome of shyness hiding with the outer shell? not the aggressive self destructive fear that devours all from within?
thinkingoutloud · F
@popmol I think it's self destructive in a passive way. Self sabotage and so on.
popmol · 22-25, M
@thinkingoutloud so not aggressive enough to out right hurt you but slowly poison you.
thinkingoutloud · F
@popmol yes
popmol · 22-25, M
@thinkingoutloud i hope it stays like that!