I have reached out to some people of my past. Not like 10 years ago past, but amongst the last year.
Some conversations that I didn't finish.
I know how controversial this is. Usually I am the letting go buddy.
But now I feel that I want to have certain conversations and also, I opened the door to someone to whom I have closed it, saying to him how I can listen if he wants to speak.
I know it can be frustrating, a voice of the past. It can also be healing and unlock some blockages.
I will keel you updated.
I have also messaged the guy from Croatia with whom had this kind of flirt going on but not really. He said we can have a call. I want to check what is going on there, because I am thinking of him a lot, despite of how I have tried to empty my mind. If it is that I die in desperation, then let it happen, I need an ending somehow, a different one.
Do you think it is wrong to move this way ?
I know how controversial this is. Usually I am the letting go buddy.
But now I feel that I want to have certain conversations and also, I opened the door to someone to whom I have closed it, saying to him how I can listen if he wants to speak.
I know it can be frustrating, a voice of the past. It can also be healing and unlock some blockages.
I will keel you updated.
I have also messaged the guy from Croatia with whom had this kind of flirt going on but not really. He said we can have a call. I want to check what is going on there, because I am thinking of him a lot, despite of how I have tried to empty my mind. If it is that I die in desperation, then let it happen, I need an ending somehow, a different one.
Do you think it is wrong to move this way ?
