I know it's been an on-going struggle for you. You were doing a pretty high regimen of benzo's if memory serves me. I may have to go back on them if current meds. don't work.
@DarkHeaven You already know to go slow on titrating down or off of them. Cold turkey can be as bad as something heavy duty off the street. I may not have a choice since my B/P is SO high recently, am trying other less intrusive meds. but so far, it's still a concern.
@DarkHeaven Jebus! Only a month, oh honey, so excited for you. Is it going to be big or simple? I'll write a little something dedicated in your honor. Zenni called me a couple of months ago, she sounded ok, her hubby isn't driving as much.
@Grateful4you we will both be in dresses like so. Yeah. We planned it about two months ago but yeah, it’s getting close now. It will be very small deal. My immediate family plus a few others and basically just her Mum on her side. There’s a lot of homophobia in her family. It is what it is.
@DarkHeaven OMG! Nessie two fashion models, beautifully photographed with the ocean waves and florals. it's truly perfectly posed. "Homophobes" I had no clue about that word until High School, as I think you know my dad had a lover before he married mom. Dads love was Paul, before dad died he gave me a book of poetry about him and the love of his life.
Also had a gay brother, so there were three of us gay men and a socialite mom who mostly loved clothes and her social clubs and volunteering...she was glad Dan and I were gay because it made her life easier.
@Grateful4you My parents and siblings (mostly) have been equally accepting. I hope we both look as pretty as the two models. I know she does but I can be a bit rough sometimes. lol
@DarkHeaven You CAN be a sissy for ONE day. Tell your fiance "David sends his love and best wishes" I just know it's going to be a perfect day. I'm really happy for you love!
@Grateful4you ty and I’ll try. I’ve kind of always been this weird mix of tomboy and pretty girl. My girlfriend calls it a chapstick lesbian. Almost like a lipstick lesbian… but not quite. lol
@DarkHeaven LMFAO! THAT was hilarious, I was nearly on the floor rolling. I love how people make these wild assumptions about what they "think" is supposed to be our "normal" behavior.
I wish I had a dollar for every guy who has said, "You sure don't look or act gay" NO! I don't wear a silver lame gown, carry a beaded clutch bag or wear pop, poms in my hair! I am a man. I love being a man. " I'm just like you buddy...I just lick dick now and then"
@Grateful4you exactly. it’s always crazy to me when straight cis people freak out about our labels (both gender and orientation ones.) it’s like dude… the only reason we need labels, is you all. Because you have this need to sort us all into groups it’s okay if you try and fuck… and not okay for you to try and fuck. lol
@DarkHeaven I really like her. Unique. I'm glad for the acceptance we do have even though I can still be happy in the face of being condemned that's THEIR hang-up not mine.
