Showered in Grace for the Night - is not only the night. It is some nights now. It is a wave that is visiting me./ + forest spirit stories
Money flows through me... money is always finding each way to me, no matter what, I am always well and taken care of, I always thrive in abundance, abundance of wealth in all forms, and if not in material, then my abundance is challenged through trust, through kindness, through generosity, through positive thinking, through all sorts of love.
I am alway held, I allow myself to be held, I allow others to love me and I receive their offerings with great gratitude and pleasure.
And the most crazy thing of all for me is that the words are abundant, the words and the feelings are too overflowing me, I feel every word I write, words are meaningful and not only symbols. But imbued with essence, I feel trusting and trustworthy, I feel strong, capable, creative, positive, willing, ready, alert, yet relaxed, happy.
🌕
I want to sleep early, I have a headache and feeling a slight sore throat, some fever... I need rest, but I will wait to meet with the full moon first. It is called the harvest moon.
I know how the variety of the world is, and how some are harvesting whilst some are dipped in pain, and yet, the moon is the moon, either we call it harvest, marvel, or whatever each wishes.
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I want to add a last creepy thing I just remembered - that last time, before I get my period, I felt a wave, a shivering wave rising, I was very connected, it felt like a spirit - would you think it is crazy or very old-animistic to think of women getting their period through an earth spirit entering them? I am sure someone is some tradition have spoken about it - But I had that experience, last week.
Uhm I had some creepy experiences, heavy, overwhelming, feeling spirits of sorts in the forests.
Now, I am settled. Couch, blanket, the internet. Hand pan.
🫛
Thank you, for reading.
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I am alway held, I allow myself to be held, I allow others to love me and I receive their offerings with great gratitude and pleasure.
And the most crazy thing of all for me is that the words are abundant, the words and the feelings are too overflowing me, I feel every word I write, words are meaningful and not only symbols. But imbued with essence, I feel trusting and trustworthy, I feel strong, capable, creative, positive, willing, ready, alert, yet relaxed, happy.
🌕
I want to sleep early, I have a headache and feeling a slight sore throat, some fever... I need rest, but I will wait to meet with the full moon first. It is called the harvest moon.
I know how the variety of the world is, and how some are harvesting whilst some are dipped in pain, and yet, the moon is the moon, either we call it harvest, marvel, or whatever each wishes.
🫐
I want to add a last creepy thing I just remembered - that last time, before I get my period, I felt a wave, a shivering wave rising, I was very connected, it felt like a spirit - would you think it is crazy or very old-animistic to think of women getting their period through an earth spirit entering them? I am sure someone is some tradition have spoken about it - But I had that experience, last week.
Uhm I had some creepy experiences, heavy, overwhelming, feeling spirits of sorts in the forests.
Now, I am settled. Couch, blanket, the internet. Hand pan.
🫛
Thank you, for reading.
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