Happy Saturday, with coffee... It is too hot too early..
I am seated outside, slept enough, fed the cats near me, then I need to go and feed the other cats at the camp.. But first I will have my coffee..
I observe these little relationships between them, that they try to hide from me - yes exactly! and then I catch them at one moment..
I am feeling tired, yesterday I allowed to carry too much of that woman's story and I am not interested in doing that any longer. I have actually on purpose stayed away the house when I knew she would come to goodbye the Land - she is leaving for sometime, the land owner - and when I returned back I could feel the sadness on the land, can you believe that?
She then bombarded me with text messages like usually, stories, pictures. She keeps a great archive of all cat and land pictures and shares the stories now and again. But the whole thing is heavy, because its story is always accompanied by a tragical event and that is the focus... She's told me yesterday how one cat getting cancer because of her not caring about the cat in the very beginning, made her decide to serve the rest of the cats.
Anyways I shouldn't be complaining like that, but there is a heavy load that she transfers, it is not just about the stories. And last year I was accepting to receive it but this year I am not, and that is where there is something ..
Nevermind, I shall drink my coffee. It is too hot and I will be throwing water regularly on my head.... I am taking like 5 showers per day now!
One when I wake up, one before I go anywhere, one after I return from anywhere, one before I sleep and some now and then.. You see there are trees, but they are those of Rocky Mountains, not that high, and so their shade isn't that dense..
I observe these little relationships between them, that they try to hide from me - yes exactly! and then I catch them at one moment..
I am feeling tired, yesterday I allowed to carry too much of that woman's story and I am not interested in doing that any longer. I have actually on purpose stayed away the house when I knew she would come to goodbye the Land - she is leaving for sometime, the land owner - and when I returned back I could feel the sadness on the land, can you believe that?
She then bombarded me with text messages like usually, stories, pictures. She keeps a great archive of all cat and land pictures and shares the stories now and again. But the whole thing is heavy, because its story is always accompanied by a tragical event and that is the focus... She's told me yesterday how one cat getting cancer because of her not caring about the cat in the very beginning, made her decide to serve the rest of the cats.
Anyways I shouldn't be complaining like that, but there is a heavy load that she transfers, it is not just about the stories. And last year I was accepting to receive it but this year I am not, and that is where there is something ..
Nevermind, I shall drink my coffee. It is too hot and I will be throwing water regularly on my head.... I am taking like 5 showers per day now!
One when I wake up, one before I go anywhere, one after I return from anywhere, one before I sleep and some now and then.. You see there are trees, but they are those of Rocky Mountains, not that high, and so their shade isn't that dense..
