To all Alphas lupines out there

I am searching and looking for my actual true mate. He has black hair or very dark brown hair and brown eyes. He is between 5'2" to 6' tall and is thin built with 6-8 muscle abs and has met me in person in a little purple cottage by my mom's house one night between the years of 1998 to 2005 in Momence Illinois out in the country in my Garden of Eden neighborhood where I grew up in. We touched hands and I felt the electricity feeling spark between you and me in my right hand and arm and I accidentally shined the flashlight in your eyes and your wolf voice asked me to get it out of his eyes and I did and he asked me to come forward towards him and he said mate 3 times and we talked to each other in his French or British or some other kind of foreign accent language but in English and he asked me what my name was and I told him it was Vickey . I asked him if he was hungry and I gave him a plate of spaghetti still warm to eat too . Please let me know who you are and I really need you to come and get me as your mate please bc I really love you too. He also smoked thin scented cigars in French vanilla and chocolate flavored ones too and has this amazing smell of cologne on too that I love smelling too and I followed your wolf in the cottage and you were getting dressed and only had your black sweat pants on and I was checking you out and I fell in love with you and your whole gorgeous handsome body and face too. I have not stopped searching and looking for you all these years. You came back in 2010 to 2011 when I was staying in my tent at my mom's house outside in the yard and you stood up on your back hind legs behind my tent and I seen you and you started to leave and I asked you not to leave and come back to me too please I really want to go with you to leave my husband to be with you too as my true love mate and my true destiny to be with you too. I'm on Whatsapp and discord and reddit and Snapchat and SW and the pack.com too. Please contact me under VickeyH or halfpintwolf too . Thank you all .