I'm so damaged beyond repair Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams

All of this drinkin' and smokin' is hopeless
But feel like it's all that I need
Somethin' inside of me's broken
I hold on to anything that sets me free
I'm a lost cause
Baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams

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kodiac · 22-25, M Best Comment

I'm at a place where I'm proud to no longer be an addict, the thing is with drugs i had super highs followed by super lows. I don't miss the lows but do miss the highs. Being sober kind of feels like being flatlined ,no lows but no highs either. Sometimes i wonder if it's worth it . At least at times none of the shit mattered. Now i have to face it 24 7 . When you never have 5 minutes of peace it seems like even that is priceless.

MyMonstersAreReal · F

@kodiac First, I want to say how PROUD I am of YOU! You did what so little survivors could do, and that makes me SO DAMN FUCKING PROUD to know you, and I am always going to be one of your biggest cheerleaders (despite me not being a cheerleader - ever) You can ALWAYS message me, I may not have the words or know what to say to make things better, but you won't be alone. *hugs*
Love you, Kodi.

kodiac · 22-25, M

@MyMonstersAreReal Even at low points in your own life ,you reach out to help in my eyes that's not broken ,damaged maybe not broken . I believe a broken crayon can still color just as beautifully as one not broken . Having you here sharing feelings and emotions through words and music is such a blessing. The things you share are real and heartfelt, something very rare in a place like sw .Thank you for being a true friend and helping me learn to trust again