I Use Music As Therapy For the Soul

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The lyrics deeply resonate with me. I still have a long way to go. I'm never going to be who I was before. There is a huge hole that won't be filled by anything except having my son back and I can't have him back. The only thing I can do is plug the hole with the me that has to go forward. It's a strange place to be the same and yet not the same at all... and figuring how to make the one who lived a few months ago match up to the one who is living now. I hope to figure it out.

-Raven

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therighttothink50 · 56-60, M

Hoping you feel a little better soon, so sorry for your loss, nobody can ever imagine your pain and loss, the loss of one's child forever impacts your every day forward. Just hoping you realize your son only left you in body, his spirit remains. You will feel him forever and will one day see him again. God bless you and keep chugging through, it will get better in time.

ravenwind43 · 51-55, F

@therighttothink50 I am adjusting to the loss..whatever that means. The sad fact is that things continue to go on and I have to continue living those parts of life regardless of how I feel. It's a welcome distraction at the same time. Thanks my friend:)