My Song of the day

@MrSmooTh I know. Not all the memories are bad. Thats why it's sometimes hard cuz I do remember the good times. But as time went on the good times got less frequent. What you say makes sense.

@lostlissa I'm glad it does make sense. Truthfully you're stronger than me, because you still love so deeply. It reminds me of how I used to be. That's really what attracts me to you. Lately, I feel nothing at all. Not even pain. Just disconnect. Its like a silence so loud, and its lonely as hell. I wish I had someone who obsesses over me and loves me that deeply. I would never take it for granted and shower that person with the love and attention they deserve. Trust me, you're not the one who lost anything in your situation. You're something that like never comes along, and whoever it was just threw it away. It's not worth your time being sad.

@MrSmooTh i hope that you do find that one that is crazy in love with you. Because i really think that you are a great guy. I don't think that about everyone and I bet that you are an awesome teacher. I'm trying to work through this so I can figure out why I am so shitty at choosing partners. Thank you for boosting my self esteem, I needed that. ❤