I Use Music Lyrics To Explain My Feelings

I Wish I Was.. Too Dead To Cry..... Wish I was too dead to cry..
My self affliction fades.
Stones to throw at my creator.
Masochists to which I cater.

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be...
I'll be slipping farther
But once I hold on... I won't let go till it bleeds.

I wish I was too dead to care...
If indeed I care at all...
Never had a voice to protest.
So you fed me shit to digest

I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season.
For this, I gave up trying.
One good turn deserves my dying.

You don't need to bother
I don't need to be...
I'll be slipping farther
But once I hold on... I won't let go till it bleeds.

Bother - Stone Sour