I Write Song Lyrics

Trying to hide in the dark,
is it okay to bury my heart?
not sure where we should start
the truth will always tear me apart!
I'm a little high and getting pissed
Putting trust in a therapist
acting like their job is irrelevant
like they're not paid to do this

They care, Oh I'd like to believe they care
Because they're their, when nobody else is here,
So they care, Oh I'll just pretend they care
Because at least their listening to me
Whilst the pain keeps breaking through me

Looking alive, but feeling dead
Monsters screaming in my head,
Close my eyes lie in my bed
Whilst the past feels me with dread
I close my eyes and drift to sleep
The problem is that it's too deep
Nightmares, towards me they creep
The horrors are all mine to keep

They care, Oh I'd like to believe they care
Because they're their, when nobody else is here,
So they care, Oh I'll just pretend they care
Because at least they're looking at me
Whilst the monsters try to catch me

Still running from the past I know
I've always ran but I'm too slow
It's like my feet drag through the snow
It's not like I have a place to go
No family no friends no more
they all see me as such a whore
but underneath all the cruel gore
they wonder what I did it for!

They care, Oh I'd like to believe they care
Because they're their, when nobody else is here,
So they care, Oh I'll just pretend they care
Because at least they're tryna get it
Whilst the world thinks I'm pathetic

And, and I know you don't understand my mind or why I'd even try to end my life, but it's complicated, because reality can make me feel so frustrated

Do they care I'd like to know if they care
Are they still there, this life ain't really fair
Do they care. Oh I don't believe they care
And they're only looking at me
Cause my pain is satisfactory
Ain't it?