I miss her so much
"I hear the clock, at 6am, I feel so far from where I've been".
I miss her so much that sometimes silence isn't even enough.
I'm alive but not living.
I think about our shortest living relative.
49 I think. My dad. Out of both sides parents, grandparents, etc.
49.
I'm 36 now.
Even at my best, I will live 13 more years.
13 more years without you.
I am alive but...I am dead.
Granted, the below song is a love song. But the line that resonates with me is, "I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead, I try and myself it will all be alright, I just shouldn't think any more tonight..."
[media=https://youtu.be/FRw2-n74sN8]
I miss her so much that sometimes silence isn't even enough.
I'm alive but not living.
I think about our shortest living relative.
49 I think. My dad. Out of both sides parents, grandparents, etc.
49.
I'm 36 now.
Even at my best, I will live 13 more years.
13 more years without you.
I am alive but...I am dead.
Granted, the below song is a love song. But the line that resonates with me is, "I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead, I try and myself it will all be alright, I just shouldn't think any more tonight..."
[media=https://youtu.be/FRw2-n74sN8]
