I feel you. I am trying to rediscover that as well by joining this site. I want to somehow rediscover my youth. Everything is changing, and it is changing so fast that I can't seem to keep up. I feel as though I'm lost in a new, foreign world, and the humans that inhabit this planet seem more alien to me now than ever before.

Doing this and other simple things I used to do like listening to music while writing is taking me back to a time I covet and wish to visit once more.