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I Love Music So Much

I write my own music. The songs aren’t sob stories but they’re about the hallucinations & flashbacks I have, & bit about the voices in my head. I love writing them cause it helps me deal with it. They don’t bother me anymore but, it’s just nice to express how I feel.
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trackboy · 22-25, M
why do you have hallucinations and flash backs and voices/????????
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy I have physcopathy, & pdsd.
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ pdsd?? was you in military??????
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy No, something else happened.
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ what else happened??? you ready for thanksgiving???
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy I was assaulted, put in a mental hospital. It’s just my Uncle & I this year on thanksgiving & we’re ready
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ how and why was you assaulted and why put in mental hospital?? you going to watch macys thanksgiving day parade and the national dog show???
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy well, I was sexually assaulted. Was put in a mental hospital cause of my physcopathy
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ that bites. you did not fight back??? you going to watch macys thanksgiving day parade???
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy I couldn’t fight back. Yeah I’m gonna watch
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ usually as a teen you can punch pretty hard. and you can make it really hard for someone to have sex with you against your will. awesome you are going to watch macys thanksging day parade. you lift weights??
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy It’s not my fault, he drugged me first but I felt everything. Being a teen has nothing to do with it. No I don’t lift weights but I do run a lot
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ wow got drugged! he must be in jail for long time now. why no weightlifting???? you do any sports? out for any school teams in high school??? how is running going for you???
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy it went on for over a year actually. He’ll be in jailer for a good few years. I don’t go to school. I like basketball. Running is goin great thanks.
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ wow just a few years in jail? what country your in??? why don't you go to high school? you play much basketball??? good at it?? awesome running is going well. why no lifting???
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy probably jail for 8 years. I live in America. Don’t go to high school cause of my mental illness, I’m not welcome there. I’m pretty good at basketball. I don’t lift cause I was just never interested.
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ wow not welcome in high school. they tried medications and other treatments so you can go to high school??? awesome pretty good at basketball. why not interested In weightlifting/? I love lifting. hmm just 8 years for repeated rape?? I thought it would be life.
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy there’s no cure for physcopathy, so my uncle ended up keeping me home schooled by him. I don’t need lifting tbh.
trackboy · 22-25, M
you can work on controlling your psychopathy though . group therapy. and meds can help with some of it. why don't you need lifting? how was your uncle able to drug you every time/??
RosieQ · 22-25, F
Oh my uncles was the one who got the rapist arrested. He saved me, look me in & loves & cares for me now. I can’t control it, I’ve been takin meds.
trackboy · 22-25, M
how was the rapist able to drug you every time? you did not catch on that he was drugging you before each rape? or was you kept drugged all the time?? and usually multiple sex offenses land life in prison.
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy he got away with a lot. I don’t know how.
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ could had been a plea deal. prosecutors might had thought that with your mental issues you would not make a good witness so they cut him a huge break to get the conviction.
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy mental illness has nothing to do with it either. It was forced & violent.
trackboy · 22-25, M
@RosieQ I meant for you appearing on the witness stand to testify against him. prosecution might had feared the defense lawyer would had torn you part. people are getting multiple decades in jail for consensual sex with under age. you was raped against your will multiple times so that would be life In prison.
RosieQ · 22-25, F
@trackboy I was estimating the 8 years, that’s what I was told, probably got more. But, now I get what ya meant