maybe god is real

last night i did lots of praying to every god i knew in my closet it was like a church up in there ok i had mt dog praying i had the door praying i had my clothes praying to every god i knew that existed

so today my mom said she was sorry for hitting me and that she’d never r seen me like that before and that she was sorry

and that she won’t do it again and that she didn’t want her boyfriend to get involved / or hit me he got himself involved

she talked to her boyfriend and apparently he thought he should’ve hit me harder and that he was raised like that and he “turned out fine” HE DJD NOT anyway my mom was like “i don’t want u hurting my daughter why did u get involved i didnt need you” yeah she was mad at him

she did pull him off of me so that’s good

anyway i think she felt really bad because she cried and she told me that she wants to help me but she’s never had depression and doesn’t know what to do for me

and uhh yeah she said she’d get me antidepressants and stuff and a therapist and counseling and she gave me a really long 2 hour pep talk

and she also took me to a nice restaurant and bought me a hello kitty calendar so i think she felt really bad abt her bf / and herself hitting me

So it’s okay probably i still have a truancy / depression problem but atleast my mom apologized and didn’t make me apologize which is what i thoight would happen

my head really hurts so i’m just gonna go to sleep ok but it’s okay thank you everyone for being nice to me it was really kind thank you but we Balling 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️💥💥💥