Clubs and that crap 🤷‍♀️t

Since I love jazz, I looked up jazz clubs to check out.. but I already knew in advance that clubs atmosphere is just something that I wouldn't enjoy, but I still wanted to explore my taste...

At the beginning, when it was a bit empty, I was able to enjoy the live music, but the busier it got, the more the whole thing just became noise to me.. The people you meet there are just simply not my type.. i am not trying to judge, just because they are not my type, doesn't mean it is something bad... Actually, it could be my problem really and not theirs.. Since I always need a real conversation to be able to connect with someone, even on a very basic level, on the other hand, if it is a basic level, why does it need to be real? But then that's just me, I am not social enoug, and I believe in quality over quantity.

The other thing I don't like is the feel of sexual motives/tension in the air.. I understand clubs are used for meet ups, but it doesn't have to ALWAYS be this way.. Merely looking the direction of someone is dangerous..

Doesn't mean that I will never repeat this, but it is probably not something that I will want to do often...