picked up the book for the first time in ages

still washed me clean with the dust on the pages
my life is a story i struggle to write
but is it one worth telling? is it one you like?

so who am i? who am i?
am i just a poor preacher's prodigal son?
a troubled child, running wild
chasing the glory instead of the one
who says that i, even i
have something still left to offer?
so who am i? who am i?
to question the pen in the hands of the author?

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