Little song about SH (trigger wanrning) that I just wrote

Heres the song feel free to comment about it, criticize it, whatever.
Red lines:
Red lines wait minute full stop,
Hold on wait there don't cross,
Take a breath sit down wake up.
You've done it again, like I knew that you would,
It was only a matter of time.

Cause you never deal, you always deflect.
Your feelings aren't real and your emotions are wrecked.
Your mind is a mess, it's time you confessed,
Cause you're barely functionable, your room is uninhabitable,
There's no one you trust, you use a knife to open up.

Red lines... they're back... again...
You thought... you were do... ing fine...
They missed you you missed them you wanted to feel again
And this is the way you learned how.
The only way, in fact.
You've been doing it so long why stop now
So as you watch the red lines fade you know they'll be back.

Cause you never deal! You always deflect!
Your feelings aren't real! Your emotions are wrecked!
Your mind is a mess and it's time you confessed
That you're barely functionable! Your room is uninhabitable!
There's no one you trust!
You
Use
A
Knife...
To...
O...
Pen...
Up.