Listened to a song today made me cry my eyes out...no one saw me or cared about it though so its ok...hate me for the man tears.

Ayo ma, how you doin'?
It's your son now
And I picked up the mic and put the drugs down
Now I'm tryin' to do some things that'll make you proud
Instead of every time I call it's to bail me out
Oh why didn't I listen to things you used to tell me?
Knowin' that everything that you said would never fail me
Like they got plans for ya
Ain't nothin' I can do when them laws get they hands on you
But I ain't listenin', even payin' attention
I'm just tryna get mine
Takin' advantage of you workin' two jobs at the same time
Ungrateful, complainin' about Nike and Polo signs
But you always come through, and what do I do
I wreck both your cars, stole money from your drawers
Sold dope out your yard, stayed into with them laws
Tryin' to pay you back for all the stress that I caused
And always be there to give you whatever you want
Uh, uh, I said whatever you need
(Don't stop ever lovin' me)


hit a part of me, knowing i would never say this to my mom but still tore me down. knowing how it makes me sad i dont understand why i keep it on repeat right now. no way of her ever knowing this though.

back to reality now...