Yeah. I can't even watch it.
I can't watch normal news even. I choose not to.
*Normals* can't 'get their mind around this', and that's OK with me.
I know I am an H.S.P (this is real and scientifically proved, you all can google Highly Sensitive Person)
and Empathic.
So, it all hits me profoundly hard, in ways I have yet to comprehend and articulate. It drains me, it traumatizes me.
Had to stop with the Criminal minds, had to stop with a LOT of TV shows with terror, gore, just violence and horror. Can only take that in very small doses or not at all.
I just saw Mr. Collins in the video, of, Separate Lives. What a lovely song. What a heart wrenching song. And I very recently purchased TARZAN CD, which he is the creator of and sings the songs to. It's so beautiful. Coloured my child's our collective childhood. For me it's a very profound CD, some of the songs I would not go into the WHYs, it's just too raw for me.
I have a very hard time when I see MY ICON, has died. I know we all must and will die. But sorry, I can't deal with death very well. No one taught me, unlike the lovely Dr. Leo Busaglia: Yeah. I MISS him too! He had the BEST PBS special, wore a mustard coloured shirt. I used to watch it on YouTube for solace, for laughter, for tears and for belonging.
Forever live in my mind, Mr. Collins and Leo.
Amen.
ADDENDUM:To the OP of this and any commentators: Please don't tell me why he is dying or how he is sick. Thanks. I will find out when I am stronger. Dealing with of my family who are in some levels or peril, including myself. Thanks for understanding.
