Many years ago when I was a teenager I went a keyboard course in Sweden and I also had a keyboard at home to practise on and I was actually pretty good at it my teacher has said. I was really fast in my hands and I could even play some intros to movies just by listen to the notes like Teminator and Star Wars etc. Today many years later my doc told me I was borned with a disability I had no idea I had and when he told me that I cried and got thoughts that my future was destroyed forever because of this, I even became abit depressed about it. I still know the basics, the names of the white keys, and that you rise or low a tone with the black halfnotes.
I still wanna play today but I am unsure if I still can and I dont think I am that fast in my hands as I was when I was a teenager. Today I have two digital synthesizers at home with only 37 keys on. you can still play on them even with only 37 keys, one Korg Wavestate and another Korg MicroKorg with an 8 bit vocoder, and with these I create all kinds of sounds and horrors sounds.
I am thinking of buying a fullsize digital piano with 88 keys or maybe an analogue synth or a keyboard and begin to play again to see if I still can play and also see if I have same speed in my hands as I had long time ago.
