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@thewindupbirdchronicles plenty of things need to come first right now.

@Arorin Ahh, why I expressed, you know if you can afford.... Take care of those most important first.

@thewindupbirdchronicles yeah its my only choice

@Arorin I hope you can make them happen, whatever for whomever they are, I imagine family, and you can find some time in the future you can take in those things you hold passion towards.

@thewindupbirdchronicles i have a lot of house renovations that need done, vet bills, lots of things and im going to go back to school soon so my money income isnt huge

@Arorin I wish you well and the most of all luck. It can be trying times, the stresses large, and I don't know your age, but for some reason I think in your 30s, and I congratulate you are looking to learn while furthering yourself. It's not a small fête. And always pay those vet bills, but the part you put that in here tells me you will.

@thewindupbirdchronicles yeah i said vet bills but in reality i have to pay upfront but i spent a lot of money nearly 1000 and still dont know whats wrong with my puppers

@Arorin I hope you find health and resolution with your puppers... I was lucky once when I had a very ill kitty, all but of two years of age... He was suffering from kidney failure, and while the vet at first assumed we (I) had done something to cause him harm (she was just that passionate about pets), all bloodwork, with all vet care in bills, including special diet, giving us the fluids to help the poor cat live his last days in some kind of love, dignity and care... came to close to $300 (Cdn).... I was in literal awe of her humanity.

I hope you find healing for your puppers...