I wish I haven’t watched the godfather

I did, yesterday, the three parts in a row.
Now all I think about is to fall in love with a gangster like Michael Carlione. I can’t get that movie from my head, they was a lot of feelings, love of the family, to children, brotherhood, faithfulness..
I was depressed the whole day.
It made me think.. well this guy is doing bad business but he is not actually hurting anyone on purpose, he loves and protects his family, most of normal people don’t. That is not a bad guy.
Al Pacino was hot when he was young tho !
I want a Michael Carlione now 😭