"I hope in my next life I wont have disabilities." I hear the exhaustion in that. I am so sorry youre carrying this. I have disabilities too and some days I get it. The tiredness. Struggling 24/7 with pain. The wishing it could just be different.
Can I be honest with you? The Bible says we dont get a next life/reincarnation to try again. We get this life. And because its the only one, I believe God didnt make a mistake putting you in it. Even with the pain. Even with the disabilities.
The reason Im writing is because you said you want to leave tonight. Please dont do this. You matter too much. This world and God are not done with you yet.
I dont know what you believe about God but I know this is true. He sees you right now in this pain.
The Bible says "The Lord is near to the brokenhearted. Psalm 34:18.
And He promises that one day He will wipe every tear and there will be no more pain. Revelation 21 4.
No more disabilities. No more hurting. No more death, no more crying. For real. That hope is the only thing thats kept me going on my hardest days.
Please stay with me. They're people who will just listen no judgment. Or if you have someone near you, will you call them to come sit with you?
I dont want you to face eternity without knowing how much you're loved.
Jesus said I have come that they may have life and have it to the fullest, abundantly. John 10:10.
That includes you. I'm praying for you right now. Will you tell me youre safe. You're not alone in this.
It may not feel like it but you are loved by us but even more by God.
Abba as we come before you we pray for the one known as lonewolflegends.
We bind the Spirit of Heaviness and loose the Garment of.praise Oil ofJoy and comfort. We choose to uproot every root from our lives and plant the seeds of the Word that keeps us free
