I have applied for a qigong scholarship regarding a qigong teacher's training in Bali in July. I really wish I receive this.
I know I have already been gifted many gifts. But I have put them all in good use. I hope Spirit is happy with me and will allow me to receive this scholarship and become a certified trainer, increase my knowledge in qigong and gain access to a community of healers and practitioners. That'd be awesome for me. I am not sure I expressed fully my enthusiasm when I was applying. I hope they get it.
My curriculum is good, they are asking for a practitioner with years of experience and practice, plus I have practiced a yearlong in China, with daily Qigong. And myself, some periods with greater intensity, some periods less, but it is part of my life.
The regular tuition isn't that much, around 3K in euro - and a part of me is feeling ashamed that at 38 I cannot manage to pay for a whole month of trainings value and certification.
I have that voice too saying, why am I so entitled to request a scholarship - jeez, they offer it! But that voice is there.
I proceed nevertheless and hopefully they will seriously consider my application. I don't want to be making all these stories all the time, but I got a scare last summer, and I want to help myself stand on my feet not solely relying on my art, but also continuing with my art.
So pray for me, for the best to happen, and if it is for the higher benefit, then I should receive that scholarship and training, and if not, I will know it is for the higher benefit of all and I shall not complain but move on and do my best...... Like I always do.
I wrote a lot today, I am sorry if I am filling your feed, I just had lots coming out.
🙏🏻🌅🌸
My curriculum is good, they are asking for a practitioner with years of experience and practice, plus I have practiced a yearlong in China, with daily Qigong. And myself, some periods with greater intensity, some periods less, but it is part of my life.
The regular tuition isn't that much, around 3K in euro - and a part of me is feeling ashamed that at 38 I cannot manage to pay for a whole month of trainings value and certification.
I have that voice too saying, why am I so entitled to request a scholarship - jeez, they offer it! But that voice is there.
I proceed nevertheless and hopefully they will seriously consider my application. I don't want to be making all these stories all the time, but I got a scare last summer, and I want to help myself stand on my feet not solely relying on my art, but also continuing with my art.
So pray for me, for the best to happen, and if it is for the higher benefit, then I should receive that scholarship and training, and if not, I will know it is for the higher benefit of all and I shall not complain but move on and do my best...... Like I always do.
I wrote a lot today, I am sorry if I am filling your feed, I just had lots coming out.
🙏🏻🌅🌸
