I Love Animals, Horses Are Number 1

Since I’m not in college as I had to drop out again , I’m using this time to get my own horse so I have something to do with my life. Enter it into competitions and earn prizes as well as look after it. I won’t be going to university now and my dreams of studying abroad have been ruined due to my mental illness. I’ve ridden for a few years and I know a lot of about horses as I used to help out and people taught me a lot about them and research. I know how much they cost to keep and it’s huge investment and it’s expensive and it takes up a lot of time , it’s a massive commitment too. But I’m willing to give it ago , I’ve wanted one since I was 7 and I’m 19 and I think I can work hard enough to keep one up. Also I might make new friends to hang out with and have girls nights out with. I have family with horses too so they might help me out if I need any advice or any help with the horse. My cousin can come down to help out anytime I can’t make it or have to go somewhere. But most of the time I will be down there with the horse.