The cause behind my interest
Note : this is actually a message i sent to someone i wont say who but i wish to share my reasoning behind my interest
I wanna say it started when i was younger
around 15? 16? I watched the movie cannibal holocaust and other movies aligning with that genre and it intrigued me to such a deep extent that my curiosity became obsessive and i began to fantasize. I was constantly thinking about how i could cook someone and how id prepare them for consumption. I wish that the cannibal cafe website still existed, granted i still had my doubts on whether id be able to fulfill my fantasies solely on the fact that i get attached fairly quickly with others and i would have doubts going through with it. Then there lies my fear of getting caught, theres no excuse to something like that no feigned psychosis could justify something like that.
I wanna say it started when i was younger
around 15? 16? I watched the movie cannibal holocaust and other movies aligning with that genre and it intrigued me to such a deep extent that my curiosity became obsessive and i began to fantasize. I was constantly thinking about how i could cook someone and how id prepare them for consumption. I wish that the cannibal cafe website still existed, granted i still had my doubts on whether id be able to fulfill my fantasies solely on the fact that i get attached fairly quickly with others and i would have doubts going through with it. Then there lies my fear of getting caught, theres no excuse to something like that no feigned psychosis could justify something like that.
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