And so to go through these beautiful and awkward days, I decided to indulge in house chores
It's working wonders, after washing the dishes, sweeping bits off the floor and putting a washing machine to run, I'm feeling better.
Found a new cat in da house. I mean. They're so many it's easy to loose track of them.
Send a pic to the owner, she said, she's "wild strawberry" and it's ok for her to be there. I mean 🤔 yeah it's alright, I guess we're an open cat's motel here, come and go, why not.
I'm drinking another coffee, home made:) I think I'll have a quiet day, I'll try to keep interactions out of SW to a minimum and keep on slowly cleaning the house. She has cleaned unlike other times before she left but it's still dirty for my level of cleanliness. She's an older woman. But I like her a lot anyways. Annie.
I see myself these days being different. Washing the dishes I reminded to myself to LoveNoMatterWhat, or Unconditional Love, a practice I have sometime now. And also I thought of Consistency, the word I work with for this year.
And I concluded, that, this self right now, it's part of my consistency, in the terms of, I consist of this self too, just as much as the rest of the selves. And so, that this self is equally deserving of unconditional love just as much as the "better" versions.
I felt softer, smoother, warmer. All's good, all's good.
🪶🐯🪽
Found a new cat in da house. I mean. They're so many it's easy to loose track of them.
Send a pic to the owner, she said, she's "wild strawberry" and it's ok for her to be there. I mean 🤔 yeah it's alright, I guess we're an open cat's motel here, come and go, why not.
I'm drinking another coffee, home made:) I think I'll have a quiet day, I'll try to keep interactions out of SW to a minimum and keep on slowly cleaning the house. She has cleaned unlike other times before she left but it's still dirty for my level of cleanliness. She's an older woman. But I like her a lot anyways. Annie.
I see myself these days being different. Washing the dishes I reminded to myself to LoveNoMatterWhat, or Unconditional Love, a practice I have sometime now. And also I thought of Consistency, the word I work with for this year.
And I concluded, that, this self right now, it's part of my consistency, in the terms of, I consist of this self too, just as much as the rest of the selves. And so, that this self is equally deserving of unconditional love just as much as the "better" versions.
I felt softer, smoother, warmer. All's good, all's good.
🪶🐯🪽
