I Want to Find My Soulmate

I don't know where to start. I guess I'll start by saying after 4 relationships I'm absolutely sick of dating and just want to find my soulmate or someone to share my life with. I hate dating, I hate it so much. I just want to settle down and have a family and a beautiful life. I'm struggling to find someone who is independent yet very affectionate. Its as if women like that don't exist, and you can tell me all you like to "meet more people" but I have. I've spoken to probably 100+ women in the past few years and I still only talk to maybe 2 and 1 is interested in me but she is not loving at all. She is kind of, but not really. Unfortunately due to events early on in my childhood I went from not needing love to REALLY needing to feel appreciated. I hate that it happened, I really do.

If anyone is interested in talking feel free to message me. I'm 21, Australian, tall, little chubby, extremely romantic and loving, caring, independent, smart, talkative (at times), good listener, funny and very family orientated. If you have at least 3 of what I've just said about myself, please please inbox me :)