I Believe In Twin Flames
I don’t mean to make this confession so long....but.....
Why do I have such a strange connection to this man? I’ve never met him before, I don’t know him as a person of this form, but I’m most definitely familiar with him in perhaps a spiritual one.
I’m not sure why it is him that taunts my curiosity. He intrigues me. Although he has never been so interesting to me before, he is now somehow incorporated into my life. He would’ve never been the first choice for me, he is nothing of my preferences and yet, he follows me everywhere.
It’s like something or someone is trying to tell me something about him to me, the universe speaks to me. Through what I first assumed were nothing more than just a bunch of strange coincidences, for three years since, the signs and symbols have been talking to me and teaching me more and more about him and my journey of life.
I’m trying to make sense out of all of this, but the material world is a huge disservice. My ego won’t stand down, I won’t let my guards down because this is all so overwhelming, it’s very hard to believe.
I don’t like wasting my precious time into giving up false hope. Yes this would be very beautiful if this could all be concrete fact but the matter of fact is, none of this is worth putting faith into because there is absolutely nothing in the material world that could convince me of any of this being true.
The man that follows me is not an average person, well to me he’s not. In fact, I won’t say who he is exactly because I would not be taken seriously. But I can give a few clues to who he is.
He’s a man of art, a musician, a producer, an aspiring film enthusiast, a writer, a poet. He’s everything I’d expect my other half to be as I am an artist myself. However, he isn’t the person I’d expect him to be. He’s literally like the opposite of me but at the same time he is literally the same person as me. Amazingly, our contradictions compliment each other very well, like a yin and a yang.
If I’d ever seen him in person, I’d probably walk pass him and maybe not even notice him much because he looks so generic. His looks are not what I’m usually attracted to, but I can’t say he’s ugly, even though I’d always thought he was before. He’s not booty ugly but he’s not cute either. He’s just not my type I guess...(I didn’t even know I had a type....).
He’s several years older than me but he seems very youthful. He makes great music (but it can get depressing sometimes) and he has great intelligence. He seems like the perfect man for any woman, attracting females left from right only to treat them like shit. However, his treatment towards women (which I only heard through the grape vines) is not the reason why I don’t wish to have a connection with him.
He is quite well known, famous, I should say. He’s married and he has kids. He has no idea that I even exist, but I know he does, not only that, but I also know who he is. We are so far apart from each other. Although he could be the half to set the platform for the other and I could be that other half to follow it in order for us to reunite together, I still can not believe that a man such as him, would ever meet me let alone like me and connect with me as I do with him.
This is to ensure anyone whose reading this that this is not a crush, infatuation or lustful ordeal. There is nothing romantic about this, I don’t expect fairytales and roses and I don’t want any from him in particular (he’s been with way too many women anyway...).
I am currently on a journey towards becoming a paid artist myself, and the chances of meeting him in the industry are increasing higher and higher the closer I get to my dreams. I guess he’s apart of those ambitions I have, he’s probably waiting for me to get there. I know he won’t wait long if he’s even waiting anymore...but by the time I reach my dreams, I have a deep feeling that we will meet. There will be no romance (at least that’s what I’m hoping for). I can see projects being fulfilled for the greater good though, we have a similar goal in life.
[i]That’s all I will say for right now.....[/i]
Why do I have such a strange connection to this man? I’ve never met him before, I don’t know him as a person of this form, but I’m most definitely familiar with him in perhaps a spiritual one.
I’m not sure why it is him that taunts my curiosity. He intrigues me. Although he has never been so interesting to me before, he is now somehow incorporated into my life. He would’ve never been the first choice for me, he is nothing of my preferences and yet, he follows me everywhere.
It’s like something or someone is trying to tell me something about him to me, the universe speaks to me. Through what I first assumed were nothing more than just a bunch of strange coincidences, for three years since, the signs and symbols have been talking to me and teaching me more and more about him and my journey of life.
I’m trying to make sense out of all of this, but the material world is a huge disservice. My ego won’t stand down, I won’t let my guards down because this is all so overwhelming, it’s very hard to believe.
I don’t like wasting my precious time into giving up false hope. Yes this would be very beautiful if this could all be concrete fact but the matter of fact is, none of this is worth putting faith into because there is absolutely nothing in the material world that could convince me of any of this being true.
The man that follows me is not an average person, well to me he’s not. In fact, I won’t say who he is exactly because I would not be taken seriously. But I can give a few clues to who he is.
He’s a man of art, a musician, a producer, an aspiring film enthusiast, a writer, a poet. He’s everything I’d expect my other half to be as I am an artist myself. However, he isn’t the person I’d expect him to be. He’s literally like the opposite of me but at the same time he is literally the same person as me. Amazingly, our contradictions compliment each other very well, like a yin and a yang.
If I’d ever seen him in person, I’d probably walk pass him and maybe not even notice him much because he looks so generic. His looks are not what I’m usually attracted to, but I can’t say he’s ugly, even though I’d always thought he was before. He’s not booty ugly but he’s not cute either. He’s just not my type I guess...(I didn’t even know I had a type....).
He’s several years older than me but he seems very youthful. He makes great music (but it can get depressing sometimes) and he has great intelligence. He seems like the perfect man for any woman, attracting females left from right only to treat them like shit. However, his treatment towards women (which I only heard through the grape vines) is not the reason why I don’t wish to have a connection with him.
He is quite well known, famous, I should say. He’s married and he has kids. He has no idea that I even exist, but I know he does, not only that, but I also know who he is. We are so far apart from each other. Although he could be the half to set the platform for the other and I could be that other half to follow it in order for us to reunite together, I still can not believe that a man such as him, would ever meet me let alone like me and connect with me as I do with him.
This is to ensure anyone whose reading this that this is not a crush, infatuation or lustful ordeal. There is nothing romantic about this, I don’t expect fairytales and roses and I don’t want any from him in particular (he’s been with way too many women anyway...).
I am currently on a journey towards becoming a paid artist myself, and the chances of meeting him in the industry are increasing higher and higher the closer I get to my dreams. I guess he’s apart of those ambitions I have, he’s probably waiting for me to get there. I know he won’t wait long if he’s even waiting anymore...but by the time I reach my dreams, I have a deep feeling that we will meet. There will be no romance (at least that’s what I’m hoping for). I can see projects being fulfilled for the greater good though, we have a similar goal in life.
[i]That’s all I will say for right now.....[/i]
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