I Want to Find My Soulmate
I think I have met my soulmate, but I don't want to hope too much or close my vision on them alone. But I remember on the very first day of meeting him, I was overcome with this strong feeling that I knew him before. This wasn't me recognizing a face in the crowd, this was me staring into the eyes of someone who I had never met in my life radiating this strong feeling of familiarity. I felt like I was "home". I was so pulled to them it was hard to focus on anything but this person before me. As cheesy as this sounds, as we shook hands and introduced ourselves, I felt this shock that ran from my toes up to the crown of my head. I had this weird feeling that we were close and I fell for him. Like love at first sight, or to more accurately describe it, it was like two old friends reuniting after so many years of being apart.
People around us often made comments that we both carry a strong presence on our own but when together we are like a powerful duo that could do anything! I know he treats me differently from others, he is very sweet and kind and I can't help but fall for him every second of the way. But let me tell you these intense feelings swirling through my head was hard and difficult. I remember having nights were I cried alone because I had never met anyone who made me feel so loved and special and knowing that this person existed and was so close to me was tough. I use to have dreams in high school about a lover in the year 1792 and somehow this man before me had a very similar presence as the man in my dreams. I have never dated or liked anyone romantically (and I'm 21 yrs old!), I always believed the right person would come into my life and suddenly he came and it was as if my soul finally said, "I found you". This man carries so many qualities in him that I admire and he makes me want to be a better person, and more importantly, better myself. He admitted that I make him to want to be a better man and work hard to bring happiness to others and in his own life.
I find it almost humorous when I tell myself to move on the universe always does something to remind me to keep holding on for him. Many times I told the universe out loud that I wanted to move on from him because it scared me for loving someone so much, and suddenly I would receive a text or letter from him saying such nice things and suddenly I'm nodding my head like, "Yes I won't give up. I will wait for him."
We have known each other for 4 years now and just when I was a bit sad that he was going to move across the country to further his education (to which I was so proud and happy to hear of the opportunities he received), he told me that he was going to stay in our campus city and attend the school right next door.
Goodness I could go on for hours but I don't want to bore anyone over this, haha. I want to find my soulmate and I think I may have found him.
People around us often made comments that we both carry a strong presence on our own but when together we are like a powerful duo that could do anything! I know he treats me differently from others, he is very sweet and kind and I can't help but fall for him every second of the way. But let me tell you these intense feelings swirling through my head was hard and difficult. I remember having nights were I cried alone because I had never met anyone who made me feel so loved and special and knowing that this person existed and was so close to me was tough. I use to have dreams in high school about a lover in the year 1792 and somehow this man before me had a very similar presence as the man in my dreams. I have never dated or liked anyone romantically (and I'm 21 yrs old!), I always believed the right person would come into my life and suddenly he came and it was as if my soul finally said, "I found you". This man carries so many qualities in him that I admire and he makes me want to be a better person, and more importantly, better myself. He admitted that I make him to want to be a better man and work hard to bring happiness to others and in his own life.
I find it almost humorous when I tell myself to move on the universe always does something to remind me to keep holding on for him. Many times I told the universe out loud that I wanted to move on from him because it scared me for loving someone so much, and suddenly I would receive a text or letter from him saying such nice things and suddenly I'm nodding my head like, "Yes I won't give up. I will wait for him."
We have known each other for 4 years now and just when I was a bit sad that he was going to move across the country to further his education (to which I was so proud and happy to hear of the opportunities he received), he told me that he was going to stay in our campus city and attend the school right next door.
Goodness I could go on for hours but I don't want to bore anyone over this, haha. I want to find my soulmate and I think I may have found him.
