I Love Someone I Can Never Have

So, this is the f*ucked up life I've created. My mind spins, I'm numb - the only thing I can feel is my heart aching and the anxiety I fight minute by minute. Keeping my myself busy when I'm not working is a constant chore for me. Being with my friends who have no idea what's going on with me is exhusting. Only a few know my secret.....

I'm home now from a whirlwind weekend with friends. So I'll fill up this Sunday with PJ's all day, messy hair, coffee and GOT season after season on Netflix.....Until Monday dawns and I can drown myself in public safety and serving the good citizens of my community 🙄😕