I Am In Love With My Teacher

Hi i know I might sound pathetic but Im in love with my well in 5th grade I first just found him cute and all no biggie and i really dont have any feelings for him yet... well in 6th grade im started getting all nervous when im around him i would always blush,my heart is crazy i would sometimes fangirl when he isnt around my best friends know i like him but they dont know i love him let me tell you about him well his good looking,smart,good personality,kind,he's strict when you do something wrong,he is 28 years old and im 12 i know huge age gap. Im going to know tell you some moments my heart goes crazy so when English lesson was over he went out it was recess that time and he left his water bottle so I quickly took it and ran to him i gave him the bottle and he said "oh im so forgetful thank you" he smiled which i freaking died HE WAS SO ADORABLE anyways i cry when i know he wouldn't be mine and he had a girlfriend i would always say to myself to forget about him but no my heart would be like"smile smile smile" f my life right now I think its really hard when you love your teacher i just wanted to write this because i wanted to share my life how he makes me cry,happy,crazy
Because its a one sided love :(