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I'm having so much trouble leaving myself alone.

I haven't touched. But it's still not closed. I just want it to heal. But heal right. Not like a harden ball because of the scar tissue built up. That's why I cut away the last time. And it feels less lifted. But I don't want to keep going through this. It's been over a year and a half with the same open wound.
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Montanaman · M Best Comment
The moment will come, where you just can't take it. The temptation, the overwhelming urge to just tear it out, even if it's not lifted, or a hardened ball of scar tissues. But you'll convince yourself it is. You'll be in the shower, or fresh out, or sleeping and unconsciously find your fingers testing the spot. Before you can stop yourself, you'll be digging. Ripping it open again. Crying, screaming, pleading, bleeding.

For that moment, when it comes...And mark my words, it will come.

Tell yourself that You are Beautiful! Tell the demons, They have no power over you!
That You've won, and they've lost! Tell Them, the Demons Themselves, to go and find another poor beautiful soul to torture. For You Are Done with Them! That you're Beautiful beyond words, beyond torment, Beyond belief.

And then, my beautiful lady, you'll have truly beaten them. You'll finally be rid of this addiction.

-Kelly.👍👍🤗🤗❤️❤️😇😇🙏🙏😎
Randie · 61-69, T
Eloquently said!