I Wonder If You Miss Me Like I Miss You

@Feature: Nope, she cut off all contact, the only way I'd know is if our mutual friend who lives in Dubai asked her for me.

@Razoreye001: oh. So ask them, if you really want to know

I'd have to wait until the guy is awake to ask him. Which would be around 3am where I live.

@Razoreye001: you can send a message? It has to be live?

You know now I feel dumb, your right I could. Question is do I want to bother him about it right now, that I don't know.

@Razoreye001: I don't see how asking him to pass a message is hard

He thinks it might be best to move on with my life, so he might think it's for the best not to deliver the message. I don't want to burn out my contacts with my "obsessing".

@Razoreye001: is she an ex? Now I'm wondering if your friend is right. I've known way too many guys who didn't move on from girls for way too long.

@Feature: She never returned my feelings, I was kind of her best guy friend. She suffered from anxiety, and I was there to help her. At one point I saved her from killing herself. The closer we became the more I liked her but I was just a friend. As time went on we talked less and less. I'm not one to chase after many girls but, when I fall in love It takes a long time to heal. The last girl I liked hurt me pretty badly and it took five years to get over her. So you might be right about me, but isn't that normal?

@Razoreye001: but why doesn't she want you to contact her at all. I feel like I'm missing important information as with the other guys I knew who wouldn't let go
Five years seems like too long to me in most cases.

I honestly don't know, she just progressively talked to me less and less. I only messaged her once a week asking how she was doing most of the time. The last we spoke was when she broke up with this other guy and this friend of mine said now would be the time to ask her out. So I tried to open a conversation with her. She said we we're friends, I asked why she didn't like me, and never responded after that.

@Razoreye001: you could've easily contacted her again

A week or two later I knew she muted my facebook, deleted me off skype, and blocked my cellphone.

@Razoreye001: there's nothing else you did? I'm wondering who these things were said and how much. It doesn't feel like this adds up. Or maybe she thinks you only did the things you did in order or get close to her now

I don't know I only messaged her once a week, which doesn't seem clingy to me. Maybe I trigger her anxiety, her anxiety is triggered by being in contact with men so it's possible. All I know is she doesn't hate me, because our mutual friend said so when he asked her.

@Razoreye001: can you just have them ask her why she blocked you
And say it's not trying to date her, you just want to know what you did

I can do that, thank you for the help.