I Miss You So Much

Yes, I do miss you a lot more than I ever have before. If I said that I didn't miss you I would not only be lying to you, but it would be lying to myself as well. I wish that we could stop fighting/arguing and just go back to being us in the way that we use to be. Some people say to move on, but that's only easier said than done. I am trying, but it's extremely hard. If it were up to me, I wouldn't be thinking about you at all. I have been praying for you, for me and for us regardless of where we end up. I know that there is a reason why we got together and why we've put up with each other for so long. I just can't wait any longer for that call or message. Every time I get a message and it's not from you I feel like it's the end of the world. I'm just going to keep praying. I know that God is listening. Nothing is made to happen over night and because this isn't the first separation/break up that we've had I know that it is possible. I just have to give things time.