I Wish You Missed Me As Much As I Miss You

When you miss someone so much but on top of that try to not think too much about it because you are stressed with a bunch of other things you have to do that you are falling behind in already :'(
I can't even watch most shows/listen to most songs because I get reminded of them.
I miss you so much and just wanna talk to you again...but you deleted me on social media and I know my chances that you would be willing to talk to me again are unlikely...
I am mixed with all kinds of emotions; mostly stressed, upset and furious...