I miss you!!!

I miss so much about you, I miss how you use to wake up each morning with so much positivity even tho I could see the weight on your shoulders, you mask this weight like a queen singing songs with the wrong lyrics lol but I loved that and miss that.

I miss how you held space for me and when I was around you I felt like I was home and when we was apart my soul was missing yours so much I couldn’t breath and couldn’t wait to be with you again.

I loved how you use to hold me in your arms and stroke my back it felt soothing even when we wasn’t anything but friends I always felt safe around you.

I miss waking up to you singing in the kitchen while making me a coffee or waking up to you saying morning pickle, no one else called me that apart from you.

I miss our adventures we use to go on, and all the memories we made on our holidays and I loved living a life with you and use to love just being in you presence because I felt safe with you, you knew all my secrets and I knew yours but we never judged each other.

Walking away wasn’t easy because although you made me feel loved, happy and seen towards the end I felt none of that and I guess there is parts of us I need to grieve but your forever be in my heart! 💜