Missed friend

I’ve made a point to staying away from this site because of the grief I feel. But I can’t stop thinking about it. About 3 years I met a woman on here that I deeply cared about. We were both in bad situations with relationships and shared a lot with each other . We had a lot in common and shared our lives with each other daily. We became very close with each other every day as time went by. We were both trapped in bad marriages and there seemed no logical explanation why we stayed with them. We were both falling in love with each other but we were a great distance apart and our relationship seemed doomed to our circumstances. I loved her but online relationships are very restricted and restraining. I didn’t think there was ever any chance of ever being together because of the circumstances we were both in. It was very hard for me but I started to just break things off because I thought it was best. But to my haste as I did cut it off, a friend on here told me she had passed away a couple months later from a lung embolism. I fell to my knees when I heard this.I just wish I would have had a chance to actually meet her in person before she died. There is not a day when I don’t think of her and wish I could have met her in person. Never take time for granted and pursue what your heart feels. I miss you honey. God bless you