I Miss You

I can't accept you were gone
Without saying one word
Is so hard you being the one
Thats i am feeling bewind and not foward...

I miss tou grandma.. I miss all i havent got from you.. And cant stop thinking that i cant be happy..
I feel sad all the time..
And mostly hate to say my birthday.. Because i remember you..
No one knows my sadness..
I wish i could take all in someone..
But i cant..

I wish i could receive a call from the heaven..
I wish...
Nothing.. Nothing can be done now. God took you before my grandma kiss and hug.. But i understand why... Sometimes..