I Wish You Missed Me As Much As I Miss You

Three years ago I met the girl of my dreams. For me it was love at first sight. Over time we got to know each other better and spend more and more time together. I opened up to her like I’ve done with no one else and I trusted her completely. After dating for a few months I was positive she was the one. She was in the navy and she found out that there was a chance she might be relocated to the other side of the country. Looking back when she told me I guess I didn’t process it because it was something I didn’t want to happen. When she found out it was definite I was fully prepared to go with her or wait for her the 4 years she’d be gone. As time went on she started becoming unhappy with our relationship. We never fought or argued but looking back now as she said then we were two different people and she felt like we didn’t mesh well. She gave me the choice of staying together and see what happened or break up. I chose breaking up because I knew she wasn’t happy and I wanted nothing but happiness for her. We talked about it a lot and said maybe again one day when she moves back here which will be next year. Since then I’ve tried dating and it’s failed every time because she has my heart. She’s moved on from me since then and I’m happy for her. But I’m still in love with her. I know I’m not going to be able to be with anyone else because I don’t want anyone else but her. I’ve completely given up dating because it’s not fair to them or me since I already love someone. 3 years going on 4 since we broke up and she’s the only person I want.