I Miss You When You're Not Here
I still haven't stopped looking for you in other people. Even when I catch myself doing it and swear to stop, it keeps happening.
Been dreaming about you recently, too. It doesn't happen all the time, or as frequently anymore. But you still show up now and then. I think it's because you were always my rock when the waters got rough. You were always just a text or call away. Part of me hates that it's almost the same, even to this day - all I have to do is send you a message. But I can't.
It's not as painful anymore to miss you. But it does still sting. Sometimes I wonder if you miss me too. Probably not. It's wrong to hope that you do.
Now I just hope that you're finally happy. That you're reminded that you're loved, and it's enough for you to stay. She loves you so much, you don't even know. Please don't push her away.
Been dreaming about you recently, too. It doesn't happen all the time, or as frequently anymore. But you still show up now and then. I think it's because you were always my rock when the waters got rough. You were always just a text or call away. Part of me hates that it's almost the same, even to this day - all I have to do is send you a message. But I can't.
It's not as painful anymore to miss you. But it does still sting. Sometimes I wonder if you miss me too. Probably not. It's wrong to hope that you do.
Now I just hope that you're finally happy. That you're reminded that you're loved, and it's enough for you to stay. She loves you so much, you don't even know. Please don't push her away.
